Love and global warming

Yahoo convo with my cousin from the Philippines. I'm not sure if she knows how much she's helped me through and through.

Jas: hey ate ai
ai: helol
ai: hows ur summer?
Jas: ohh grabe ang init
Jas: parang pinas hehe
ai: talga..i hope its not because of climate change
Jas: 35 degrees yesterday
ai: or ganyan talga kasi summer nga
Jas: actually summer here gets really hot din
Jas: pero i think global warmning is happening too
ai: eh kamusta naman ang lovelife mo
ai: meron ba?
Jas: wala nga eh heheh
Jas: i dunno why..i still think of that guy.
Jas: its kinda frustrating ksi i feel like its an unfinished business hayyy
ai: ok lang yun.. ako din wala.. pero I'm happy.. dont know nga. why I dont have the yearning na to have a bf.. before I did pero now ok lang ako..may mga crush.. pero I just enjoy it
ai: hindi ba kayo nagusap bago sya umalis?
Jas: heheh..gosh i wanna go back there just to hook u up with kit!
Jas: seriouslyyy hahah
ai: hehehee
Jas: yeahh im okayy...we talked but i never got to say sorry or outright said that i liked him ganon
Jas: pero parang too late na ...ksi one yr na rin lumipas eh
ai: bakit ka magsosorry sa kanya did you do anything wrong?
Jas: yeah...i think we had some miscommunications
Jas: like iniimbitahan nya ako to go somewhere and i chose to go out with someone else
Jas: ewan...i feel stupid doing that..ksi i was scared of gettign closer and getting hurt
Jas: but i think eventually, i hurt myself anyway coz i did missed him a lot
Jas: pero i've gotten better na..i dont feel like seeing other guys right now tho
ai: hayaan mo.. kapag nagbakasyon ka dito.. would you like to meet him. para lang to say those things.. yung mga reasons mo that time.
ai: kahit na maging friends na lang kayo oka lang sayo?
Jas: honestly...i cant remember much na, its been awhile, but i just feel bad na ganon nangyari..and i guess somewhat regretting - i think that's whats bothering me
Jas: yeah ewan ko rin if i wanna be friends..and im sure he's different na rin
ai: jas, trust your feeling... if you felt that way before.. ok lang yun.. that's how you felt...
Jas: thank you
Jas: i just wanna feel at peace ulit